Hiatus

Tomorrow Jess and I are heading to Victoria for the weekend to visit my cousin. It will be our first time on the island and I could really use the R&R. The job I have now is not for me. I'm looking forward to new possibilities in Ottawa. A larger playing field to grow in. A fish playing baseball. As I get older I notice myself changing from feeling comfortable in a follower role to craving responsibility and leadership. Is this just growing up?

The reason I bring up the weekend is that I'll be out of service presumably for the weekend though I'm sure my cousin has internet access so maybe just tomorrow as we'll be camping. I can't promise anything for Saturday but I'll do my best.

I want to start a podcast. I think once I get back I'll make it a goal to post a 30-60 min conversation each week to build structure. I think I'd like that. I'm thoroughly enjoying Pete Holmes' You made it weird podcast. I feel a visceral connection to his line of thinking that I find is lacking in other hosts. I love Joe Rogan, don't get me wrong, but after listening to him evolve over the years, I have evolved too. We both have grown in different ways and I have begun to see other people. We can still be friends.

I'm sorry for lacking on content tonight. I haven't been taking care of myself this past while. Staying up late, getting up early, not exercising, not eating as healthy as I am capable of. The stress of the move coming up soon is getting to me I guess. Exciting yet taxing. I also need some decompression from reality in order to organize and compile my ideas. That is where podcasting can really supplement my ideas. Right now I mostly live in my head, rarely conversing with real human beings besides my wife, whom I could honestly talk with more. Giving me that structure to talk out loud and with others I know will be of benefit.

Onto the next journey.

Aaron